Friday, May 11, 2007
this is for YESTERDAY since i never post for soo lonngg(:
you have shown me your intentions can!! what did i do to you so that you reacted like this..... you just been the dark cloud on my perfect sunshiny day!! you ruined my life and i trusted you and this is wad you do to tell me thankyou!! this is just unexpected and sudden. all this and you do not know what you did to me and what it caused me to feel. you are just full of yourself. even if i stand there waving a banner with your name on it under a millionthrillion spotlights and milliongazillion fireworks to catch your attention. i am INVISIBLE behind the smoke and dust!!
f-it man!! this is just too much and i am wondering whether to forget it and live with my f-ed up life or to just wonder.....wonder.......wonder....why it happened?how it happened?when it happened?what happened?where it happened? and who it happened to? haiz. i live a f-ed up life like a never ending tunnel of misery.....troubles....problems.....emo-ness.....moodswings...more things you or other people say(by the way you is not you la. it is the person who did this all to me)...curses....swearings and ME!!! noone would wanna life my life but a MAD COW!! and that just makes you go huh? so bad one meh? don't worry this is thre truth and that is why it hurts me!! sometimes i wonder.... is it me or is it that god is watching me get hurt....break down... or turn EXTREME emo which by the way DIVYA has no cure and i ran out of my happy pills
(chocolate and skittles). you might be able to help but just love to see me in trouble don't you?? this is my time to feel unloved.....unremembered.....invisible....behind someone's shadow. or just not there. all these and EXAMS. most of my papers were screwed up pieces of crap and now this!!! wow, can life get any better? oh wells.... enough listening to my rants.....
so yup... i am kinda done for now and let me end of with a theory or formula....
100% of world=everyone(good...bad...evil...nasty...horrible...excellent...wadeva)-ranjanni(me.myself.and i)
TODAY(:
i AM PLAIN HYPER after comin back from meeting so slacking now la... nothing much....
SEE'YA BYE BYE