Sunday, July 15, 2007
i dunno why but nowadayd i feel so useless and worthless. like noone in the world cares if i am there or if i died in some kind of a "tragedy".hey i know that i might be talking kind of very weirdly now and that i ffel that if i am not there everything will just go on much much better than with me in it.i guess that i was meant to bo happy like normal people.i guess that i was meant to be emo and ___________!(wadeva its supposed to be)I HATE YOU TOO THANK YOU VERY MUCH!and for _______(this is you no.2) i guess you found your companion and i guess you can just throw me away like a used piece of tissue paper!why am i not good enough for you?Am i not who you used to be happy with?Am i just a long lost memory to you now?Am i just one of those leeches you just burnt away?Am i just those garbage that you never want to see anymore?Am i just not ______-material for you?Am i just a used piece of tissue paper?WHY ME OF ALL PEOPLE? thanks for invading my life.my mind.my friends.my feelings.my sensitivity. most of all thanks a lot for ruining me and my life and leaving me dead on the floor with my heart in my hands!P.S. sorry that this was kinda a very emo post! very sorry for all those hyper people out there!and hellos to the EMO people out there cos i am coming to join you!
i was>announced @ 3:35 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
heyhey!! sorry that i updated after uber uber longg time!!i dunno why nowadays i am DAMN THE HORNY!! can.hahahaha(: *thinking sick* a lot of the stuff cannot be mentioned in my blog. *CENSORED*(:aiyo!! then i am very in love with ELMO<3333and then suddenly i like to listen to those slow sad songsthat are damn nice la. hehehehe!!(:oh wells and i tend to get EMO a lot ready la.its like you dun care about me then fine but then dun try to rub itin my face. i will really appreaciate it a lot though.sometimes i guess that it is just meant for me to feel this way!its just that people enjoy seeing me EMO and then they just gowhy must we care so we just laugh and talk and then she will just come back to us in a day or two!i am treated like some puppy dog that goes lost for a while and then comesback to its owner!FYI you are so NOT the boss of me!!well just like what i got from YANLINGemo aint killing me, its giving me a life!!(:
i was>announced @ 11:00 PM